The Daily #10 – Purpose, the process, and why I worry

It’s been a while since I last wrote a so-called ‘daily’ post and I’m starting to feel like going to bed now, but for whatever reason, I have the will to write one of these out.

I like to think deeply about the things that I do before I do them. I like to ask myself why I want to do the things I want to do, and when I don’t ask, I can’t keep up the work for long. Eventually, the question catches up to me and starts to slow down my progress, sapping my willpower like frost creeping up a window.

The UnFun Game Project: On Hold?

No one ever did things for the sake of doing them. I’ve found what fun is, to me. I’ve found how to motivate myself to do things that I would normally avoid. The UnFun Game Project? It’s on hold until I see how I might possibly be helping someone with my work. ‘Cuz that’s how I do things, yo. That’s how I make things fun once the fun in the thing itself is gone. Meaning and purpose are important to me. They make my world go round.

Life is… …Without Imperfections

Things like this used to knock me over sideways. I think of you more than I’ve thought of most people. But just like that, I already have something else to think about. Maybe my mind is just too busy to be in love at the moment.

I think that money is an imperfect language because things are always getting lost in translation. But what I mean is that I put a lot of effort into my job maintaining the front-of-store stock on thawed, formerly-frozen donuts and pastries, and that I believe I put a lot more effort into my work than other employees but most of them still got paid