I asked God for a struggle that would change me. Shortly after asking, it seems one of the first things He taught me was when to stop struggling and let go when the situation called for patience. This seems important to know before moving forward in this new endeavor. Better now with the little things than later on when more impotrtant things are at stake (especially considering my total inability to take a hint and just relax). “The earlier you fail…” etc. Thank you, God.