one thing i dont understand is why i care to talk to her after all these years. unfortunately, i think im alone in figuring this out. i dont believe that anyone knows me well enough to suggest solutions in line with my interests. well, not many people, at least.
but what if im interested in her in spite of our history, not because of it? fuck, i smell like garlic. maybe i shouldve showered after helping with breakfast.
nah, that wouldnt have made sense at all.