“…when you ask God into your life, you think he or she is going to come to your psychic house, look around, and see that you just need a new floor or better furniture and that everything needs just a little cleaning – and so you go along for the first six months thinking how nice life is now that God is there. Then you look out the window one day and see that there’s a wrecking ball outside. It turns out that God actually thinks your howle foundation is shot and you’re going to have to start over from scratch.”
-Pg167 (Bird by Bird – Some Instructions on Writing and Life) Anne Lamott
Maybe I should go on some soul-searching adventure or something.